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it's been a while since i posted..

2005-12-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

hey! whew... it's really been a while since i blogged.. i'm here in Reno right now.. im on vacation.. hehe.. just to get away from everything... today we met one of ate pia's suitors, Dennis. uhmm.. well... what's my assessment? ...'mabait..' hahahaha!=) that's what matters nman diba?

nakita ko nadin ung mga pinsan ko!!! hehe.. it's been like what... 9 years since i've seen them! and also my pamangkin... i've only seen her just now.. she's SOOOOO cute!! hehe.. can't wait to see her tomorrow... =)

it's already 2:21 in the morning here... all my friends are awake but i'm about to sleep.. we're going to lake tahoe tomorrow... oh dear i can't wait to go shopping here! hahahaha=) and buy my iPod nano! =)

gotta go... =)

2005-11-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

THE JUKEBOX WORKS!!! ^^

wahaha mrs. cura's so COOL

2005-10-25T19:30:00.000+08:00

whoa! back for more!!

it's so cool to be SAFESECOM... yeah, kinda like Mrs. Bucad's secret agents wahaha. ^^ we caught a lot of students sleeping, drawing.. and just about doing everything else BESIDES cheering.

yeahp, intrams will be coming soon.. ^^ yey! i'm excited!

while they were cheering we caught a very bright student using her cellphone at the back.. 3 of us saw her and we told mrs. cura about it. she believed us. ^^ she even said... 'i have 3 students here who saw you using your cellphone... tell me, who should i believe? you or them?' she answered 'them'. wow. very honest kid. ^^

it was better that she admitted her mistake. than facing more consequences. ^^

can't wait for our next assignment. ^^ wahahaha!!

gotta go for now. ^^ tc. ^^

bummed.

2005-10-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored. :-l it's a sunday.. only 5 more days and it's sembreak for us!! yey!!!! i can't wait.. i wanna sleep all day... ^^

i dont remember if we have any homework for tomorrow though... i hope we dont have any (i dont wanna do any homeworks right now). i still have to do pam's caricature.. it's LONG overdue... yeahp... she could kill me if she had a chance. :-l

last friday we had our centennial rock concert. ^^ yey.. it was fun. ^^ 6 cycle mind was there! i'm head-over-heels for that vocalist... darn he sings so well!!!!
had our picture taken with ARR that time.. he was there but only for a couple of hours... he said he had a competition to go to or something. ^^
hehehehe.. we'll that's all for now.. i'm kinda sleepy eh i wanna sleep for a while. tc.^^

still can't get over it..

2005-10-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

i still can't get over it. he's really gone. mommy yas told us that we might have our 'new teacher' in speech after we come back from our sem break.. I DONT WANT A NEW TEACHER! rawr.. sana talaga he didn't leave nalang..

i mean.. what's SO WRONG about him being here? what wrong did he do for him to decide to let go?

we had economics class just a few hours ago. we were talking about GNP when suddenly the name of mr. rono popped out of nowhere... i felt how sad she was. she kept on telling us that tama na, tama na... hindi tayo talo... i didn't actually understand what she meant by her last statement.. but i saw it in her eyes. she was mad as well. heck, kabarkada nya un! who wouldn't get mad?

i'm definitely not used to going to Troika Hall anymore... not without sir suddenly opening the door roughly, going straight to the table, adjusting the aircon, pinning his mic on his shirt then sitting down. that was already the basic routine when we had our speech class. god, how i wished i could still see him there. I WAS SO DISTRACTED. i tried to keep on doing other things to make me busy (so i wouldn't be looking at the table most of the time) Troika was just so... empty.

even with us making noise and everything like that.. it still wouldn't be the same. he would always use the mic to speak (i have no idea why, he has a very loud voice anyway). now we don't hear that anymore. we WONT hear that anymore.

i was really looking forward to have speech before (because who knows, he might open the window) but now.. no. how would i look forward to it? the man who made it all is gone.

i remember one time, we had nothing better to do... he got his camera, then made us walk in the field... and took pictures. ^^ haha, he said he would be using them for the centennial calendar or something like that. i doubt he ever did (those were some good shots though hahaha!)

i wish he's still here.

goodbye ARR...

2005-10-15T09:10:00.000+08:00

he's gone. i can't believe it. they really let him go. yesterday he gave his goodbyes... goodness i cant believe it, he's really gone. he wont be there next week in school anymore... we wont see his pick-up truck anymore... we wouldnt see his Lancelot anymore... no one would say 'for crying out loud' or 'holy mamau' hayyy it's so sad.. i dont want to see him go.. grabe maraming memories na mawawala... lalo na sa troika hall... it just wouldn't be the same without him. i dont wanna go to school next week pero kelangan... grabe di coh parin ma-absorb.
i just wanna say, i'm honored to be one of his ELIZABETHs...
i'll miss him...

you just have no idea.

ARR SOLIDO!!

2005-10-11T08:22:00.000+08:00

Back for more posts... damn, ARR is terminated from st.scho?! Who's ARR?... one of the best teachers there is in SSC!!! And damn, they let him GO! why?! what the hell did he do wrong?
yesterday when i came to school.. to our tambayan Bianx said out of the blue... 'Wala na si sir..' and i like.. DROPPED my paperbag to the ground i was SOOO schocked!!!
Then we had our speech class he just said.. 'i dont want you to risk your graduation because of me.' god that really made me feel like crying... damn i dont want him to leave! who does?! it's only the admin! and grabe.. if he leaves, 'they' might follow...
ano na matitira sa st.scho nyan?! pinapaalis na ung mga pinakamagagaling?!
goodness!!!
it's so sad...
if he does leave... pano na ang Legacy ni ARR?!

basta ako... ARR SOLIDO!

back from the retreat!!!

2005-09-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

hey! how are you all?? i'm back from the RETREAT!!! god it was SOOOO FUN!!! we had so many fun times... from our 'private toilet talks' to our 'dengue mosquito hunting'... nyahaha!! it's so much fun. ^^ i'll expound on this someday, i have to do a lot of schoolwork right now... rawr it's giving me a very big headache...

2005-09-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

hey! finally... i'm able to write back at mah blog. ^^ it's been a while... missed you all!!!

we'll be having our physics and math longtest tomorrow... damn i still dont understand physics!! math is ok, i get it right now but there are still some uncleared topics.. i hope i pass.. if not.. oh no!!

we went to divisoria today... damn, my teacher would give me a minus since she caught me listening to my radio (from mah cellphone). T-T oh well, i deserve it anyway... at least she didnt give me a violation! it's ok if she gives me a zero.. damn i wouldn't do that again. oh well. ^^

this wednesday, we'll be going on a retreat!! i'm so happy i'll be running away from mah academic responsibilities for a while. ^^ i won't be able to bring mah cellphone though.. or i'll bring it but it'll be surrendered to our adviser... bummer.

so i'll be back! ^^ i still have to study for mah longtests tomorrow.. and finish the economics project for history week... bummer.

2005-08-21T17:11:00.000+08:00

hey there!!! haha, it's been a while since i've posted again. been busy with school stuff and such, it's been quite stressful. just finished doing my CLE homework.. i still have to do some Economics reading later. dont want mrs. isidro to send me out of the room..

i've been depressed lately... why? well... everything's just out of place. everything's just.. really shitty.

first of all, i dont know. we're drifting apart. i dont feel him anymore.. i dont feel his love anymore... everyday's just the same. just about 5-6 text messages only from him.... i'd even have to squeeze out every thing from him. i can't take it. it's gonna be our monthsary this coming wednesday... for some reason im not excited anymore. i know nothing good will happen that day. like the past 2 monthsaries i've celebrated... WITHOUT him. i love him.. really do.. but i'm getting tired of this. for once i want HIM to wait for me, to go CRAZY when i'm gone for long hours. i want him to get HURT when i dont talk to him. i just want him to feel what i feel RIGHT NOW.

there's more.. but i dont wanna talk about it yet. stay tuned, ayt?

love ya'll.

bored...

2005-07-29T11:15:00.000+08:00

i'm SOOOO BORED!! i'm done with my tasks here in computer class... whew.. just finished writing my essay for Ateneo last night... whew, i really wasnt inspired yesterday.. why???

well.. i dunno... we've been having bad vibes lately... probably coz he had a lot of work to do and he doesnt have time for me.. i know that and i understand that. i just really have to make sacrifices, i dont wanna complain. it's for his own betterment anyway, i dont wanna interfere...

i just wish he'd have more time for me... kahit 1 minute lang... hayyyy..

oh well, i'm fine. i'll just have to find something to do to keep me amused. (",

2005-07-27T10:00:00.000+08:00

hey!! what's up?! im in school right now.. nothing much to do though... i'm kinda bored.. we're having compute class and haha it's actually recess!!! (", how are ya'll...? been a while since i've blogged... hehe.. im kinda sleepy.. oh well! and i'm hungry!!

grabe.. nonsense naman ang binablog coh.. T-T i dont really know what to say!!!
later this afternoon.. we'll be having our sabayang bigkas.. rarrr!! im not that prepared hehehe.. still have to borrow a copy of our sabayang bigkas...

i have to give mah recommendation forms soon!!!!! for benilde!!!

gotta go!! 15 minutes left then i'll be goin back to work here...

back!

2005-06-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

hey!! it's been a while since i posted an entry...

so what's been happening? la naman...

i'm sad right now... i actually cant stop crying. ang sakit...

why?

coz... 24 loves me out of fear.. that he wouldn't live up to my expectations.. ang ouch diba... i wasnt expecting anything at all!! pero i blew it... i guess it's out of my fear of losing 24.... that i was able to be such a jerk. lintek. i've never felt so... ewan. hurt.

it's like....

i've been hurt several times and i'm used to getting hurt...... but it feels like the first time over and over again....

starwars classics...

2005-05-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

hey! hehe, back for more posting!! yesterday we had our YA reunion at adrian's house.. (it's also to celebrate his birthday along with apple and franco)... we had bonding sessions and videoke sessions as well.. we watched the camp video it was hilarious..:) hehehe, i'm gonna watch it again later..

i'm watching the starwars classics right now... from episode 4 to 6!! hehe, i just felt it wasnt right if i didnt finish the whole series.. but what abut 7-9??? george lucas said before that he'll be making 9 SW movies... i guess he wasnt up to his word. :)

so i gotta go now! watching episode 6! hehe :) bye :)

FIRST DAY FUNK!

2005-05-20T10:21:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY FUNK

Lets do the funk
Lets do the first day ...

First day of school dapat cool na cool
Mas cool pa sa tubig ng swimming pool!
Dapat talaga maganda na agad ang pasok
Pagsok mo ng classroom, dapat umuusok!

Wag na wag kang mapapraning!
Sagot kita! diretso ang tingin!
Di dapat maatat na mapansin,
Kahit hot lahat, dapat chill pa rin!
Hinding hindi yumuyuko, kahit na nakaupo!
Di ko sinasabi na dapat maging mayabang.
Pero dapat di ka mahiyain na halaman
Confidence chong, lakas loob!
Wag na wag kang patataob
Kahit sa tapat ng maganda mong kakalase!
Mas lalo na sa prof mong mukhang Salbahe! dance!

Lets do the funk Lets do the first day funk (4x)

Refrain
Itaas ang kamay, iwagayway
Salute the prof at sabay kaway
Mag-classmate high-5 lang kayo
Now dont be shy, kwela skwela to
Just raise your hand kung may sagot
If you dont know the answer, eh di lagot!
Just erase the board, at magsayaw
Lagyan ng funk ang pag-galaw, sayaw!

Lets do the funkLets do the first day funk (4x)

Ng may dumating na isang babae!
Sobrang hottie na ka-klase,
Syay lumapit at nag hi
Ako namay napakaway
akala ko ako ang kanyang kinakawayan at hindi ko inakala na ang nasa likuran!
Kahit na napahiya, hindi ako kinabahan!
Wala na tong ibang mapupuntahan, sayaw

Lets do the funk Lets do the first day funk
(repeat refrain)
Lets do the funk Lets do the first day ...

link change!!!

2005-05-18T20:00:00.000+08:00

hey! i changed mah link.. hehe.. now it's http://yourheartlessarchangel.blogspot.com... hehe :) i got addicted by that heartless archangel thing ... i got from www.deadname.com... hehe,.

well am working on mah flash right now.. wana see mah character???

hehe that's here! the academy will develop mah flash in time.. they said i just have to build the libraries and the other characters plus the storyboard... wish me luck!!!

good news bad news..

2005-05-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

so where would you like me to start? good news or bad???

fine.. the GOOD news! the head of the Innov8 Academy (where i take my workshops and "future" OJT) liked my flash animation and she wants me to develop it for them... YEY!! finally, things are turning out well for me. :)

the BAD news??? my dog ran away! yeahp.. Goofy. haha, our maid just went gaga when she couldnt find him inside the house.. turned out that he went to his girlfriend 2 blocks away from us. hahaa!! good thing we found him or else dad will kill us..

well that's all. im sick. :(

reunion fuchaness!!

2005-05-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

came from reunion in batangas today! it was a bust but it turned out just fine.. i met my 2nd cousins today, hehe... i was still the "bunso" (i think)... too bad i dont have pictures of that! if i did i would've shared it with you.. :) they're with mah uncle... hehe it's in his digicam pics!!!

the only thing that bothered me was the PRESSURE my tita ruby gave me and ate twinx.. coz of charades!!! the other night she said we didnt have to do it anymore, and we DIDNT WANT to do it since it was a waste of time and the adults wouldnt really appreciate it! then yesterday night ate twinx texted me and said it was still on and we werent prepared!! then what's worse... THEY DIDNT USE IT AT ALL!!! so kami nalang magpipinsan naglaro...

well it was fun, mga magpipinsan nagbonding.. and that's a good thing.. we RARELY do that. haha, sana tuloy ung plano mag BORA next year!! kami2 lang magpipinsan!!

well gotta go, still have workshop tomorrow. :)

2005-05-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

hey!!! just came home from our greenbelt gimik!!! with mah YA kada... grabe, 10 lang kami... out of 23?! hehe.. it's ok, we enjoyed each other's company naman.. HAHA the best AMITYVILLE!!! here's some pix!!

frances/adrian/me... nice hairdo adrian!!!

china, frances, me and jenni! we're all SO pretty :)

haha, singit c jenni!!! problemado ata ako ng mga oras na to... adrian/me/jenni

pic!

2005-05-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

batch 2 and 3 collages coming soon... i love them all... nuff said! hey if you want the big version of that picture.. click THIS LINK

individual mesg foe all of mah YA kada...

2005-05-04T18:06:00.000+08:00

hayyyy.. namimiss ko na kayo lahat... c rej kasi eh! nakakahawa naman!!! :D hahaha, ako ren, sulat ren me ng dedi sa inyo... i'll start off with THE BIG 9..

Adrian ... hayyy!! fellow best camper!!! thanks talaga for everything bro... you've been really supportive all through out our friendship and i'm really happy to have ya as mah bro... :)

Quico ... most brotherly!!! twin!!! hahahaha, thanks talaga for being there lalo na nung kinailangan kew keu... thanks talaga for being supportive. thanks for the laughs and the tears(ha? meron ba hehehe) and thanks for the company talaga. i appreciate everything you've done for me. love yah twin!!

Elyse ... sis!!! hehehe, ang katabi kew matulog dun sa aming mahiwagang teepee tent.. :) hehe, thanks talaga for being there... thanks for the hugs hehe. and thanks for the company... mahal kita!

Dino ... although di tayo mashado nakapag-bond nung camp... dami pa naman oras para jan. salamat at nandito ka bro, i know i can count on you. :) mhal kita lam mo yan!

Franco ... hehehehehe! grabe ung bonding session natin sa YM nung isang gabi noh?! hahaha, thanks po sa advises na binigay mo. thanks narin sa company at salamat at naiintindihan mo rin ako (hahaha, sa mga problema kew sa lablyf!) fellow soccer dude ren.. :) love yah bro!

Rej ... salamat always for being there for me! chaka dapat sa next camp, magperform na tayo! HEHE.... salamat sa mga advices mo... :) love you!!

Kikoy ... i hope you're doing alright na... haha, bro kung kelangan mo ng help, here lang me. haha feeling ate (nyak, lola na ata ako eh) chin up lang lagueh!! love ya bro, lam mo yan!

Apple ... hey girl!!! miss na kita!! super duper super miss na kita.. haha, di tayo shado nakapagbond pero lam mo naman i got your back ayt?! mahal kita!

Xtian ... fellow bond mate!!! i know what you're going through right now is darn right sickening pero you know naman here lang me for you if you need any help. i know i'm not of much help to you right now coz i've been there and i didnt know what to do either but i'll just be here for you ayt?! kung kelangan mo ng makakauchap am just here lang. :) lab ya bro!

Frances ... i really admire you for being very brave! you inspired me to try the rapelling kahit nakakatakot.. :) thanks talaga.. :) love ya sis!

China ... although we've only known each other for a short time, thanks ren for trusting me. thanks for all the comfort and the company!! chaka sa mga laughtrip moments!! mahal kita sis!

Jem ... pare salamat sa company ha! ingat lang lagueh... dumiskarte ka na kasi kay TOOT baka biglang mawala pa yan! kaw ren cge. hahaha, love yah bro!

Martin ... hehe, di tayo shado nakapagbond nung camp.. pero sa YM naman nakapagbond tayo kaya ok narin un! thanks for trusting me, and i know i can trust you bro... mahal kita bro! dito lang me kung may kelangan ka!

amp! di ko masulatan lahat... dami kasi ginagawa.. di bale bawi nalang ako.. mahal ko kayo lahat! see you sa friday!!!

i miss them!!!

2005-05-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

came from camp!!! damn.. i miss them all! we stayed in EARTHAVEN (not the best campsite if you ask me!) the place is nice naman, pero they're SO STRICT about everything! we can't even eat junkfood!! so we call them "baked goods" hehehehehehehehehehe.. :) we had rope course and mudcrawl on the first day! and after that activity.. we were all so tired and our entertainment night was so SABOG! hahahahaha =)) the next day, we had rapelling... it wasnt the NORMAL rapelling like last time... we had to go UP as in mountain climbing... and all our support was "harnesses" na ropes and a long rope that we could hold on to while we go up the mountain thing... then the rapelling was also scary.. but well i got through with it! our E night that day was so fun... at least we were all awake! and that's a good thing! then on the third day... hmmm... we had more rope courses and a lot more RESTING time... :) the only thing that pissed us off was the night of the 3rd day... we had lights out mga 2:00... DAMN!! dati naman walang lights out eh!! and they were telling us na may hiking the next day.. pero wala naman kami hiking the next day!!! labo... hehehe then yesterday before we went home... we planted a tree... it was a nice experience!! lumaki nanaman kami ng kada!!! dati we were only mga 16 or so... now... we're hmm... 23?! dami noh?! hehe.. i won the best camper award... wakekekekeke.. i actually didnt know why i got that award... then adrian got the same award too only it's for the brothers... then quico won the most brotherly award... GALENG NG KADA NAMEN! hahahahahaha... we're all so proud... :) i miss them na... grabe 1 day palang nakakalipas.. and i miss ******* hahahahaha... badtrip eh, confusion state nanaman me... kasi nandun sha nung camp eh! tae. pero, ok na kew ngeun.. basta, hahaha, secret. :) the girls know this and so do xtian, adrian, franco, and koy.. wakekekeke sorry to the other guys ala keu nung nagdradramahan kami dun sa isang sulok eh!!!! eh, i couldnt keep it to myself na... besides, at least over na me sa kanya... at least when i look back haha, i'll just laugh about it! chaka magcollege na un! mahirap na! wakekekekekekeke... :) well over all, otei naman ung camp... di kew pa nga feel umalis dun!! at least di binalot food namen (pero namiss kew binalot!) and mafia moments namen... (di kami nakapaglaro... kami ng mga girls) tapos may lemon grass and sampaloc juice pa (miss kew na uminom nun!!) tapos ung mga food puro organic pati nga rin ata ung water organic den... hahahaha... and i miss HERCULES! ung dog dun na nanghaharot ng tao (wakekekekeke martin liit wawa naman)...

miss kew na keu lahat!! grabe... mahal kew keu lahat super duper... :)

whew!!

2005-04-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

one day more!! and it's camp time!! well before that... i went to ms. lizaso's party yesterday at her house.. haha, secret kung saan!! wakekeke... when we were in the taxi, we got lost along the way... hahahaha, binaba kami nung taxi driver!!! kainis un!!! wakekekekekekekekekekeke... then when we got there, we ate, talked with the teachers... and watched korean telenovelas.. wahehehhehehehehehehe :) we had lots of fun!!! ms. cunan looked kyut.. hehehe, titig na titig talaga sha sa tv nung pinapanuod na namin ung full house!! wakekekekekekekekekeke... i was the only 3a there.. lahat sila 3i!! but ok lang, masaya naman sila kasama eh kahit ibang iba ako sa kanila :) hehehehehehehehehehehehe :) gotta go ayt?? gotta fix mah stuff for our camp tomorrow!

yey!

2005-04-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

ahehehehe i'm bloggin again!!! eds and bianx came here today coz they wanted to finish the Fatal Frame 2 game... and we did! we were screaming like crazy wahehehe, so much fun! and we were taking so many pictures of ourselves.. i'll just post our pics sometime :) wahehehe.. found this great website!!! Dogster and Catster and it's SO cool!!! it's like Friendster only for cats and dogs.. check it out! :)

wow!

2005-04-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

welcome to the world... uhhhhh... damn i dont know what to call her yet!!! she's the daughter of mah dog Goofy... ahehehe.. she's so cute!!!!! but i need a name... any suggestions???? ahehehehe... oo nga pala noh! i havent posted the pictures from the concert pa... well i'll post it nalang some other time tamad pa eh! chaka still thinking of a nice name for mah puppy... waheheheh SO CUTE!! but you know all she does is sleep, eat, do her business then sleep again. ahahaha, she needs more exercise! but she's definitely cute... :) another puppy will come on may... yey!! so by then we'll have 3 dogs in the house! wow kakaibang maintainance un!!! well, gotta go! gotta see if mah puppy is still ok ahehehe :) bye!

oh yeah if you have any suggestions about the pet name thing... please drop a comment! thanks!

yey!! ganda ng concert!!

2005-04-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

wow!! right now i'm in my kuya's computer shop! ahehehehehe... i'm in batangas right now sadly.. but i'll be spending the rest of the afternoon here... that's good enough!!!

my cousin and i watched the rivermaya concert yesterday!! it was COOL! we got there at about 8... and you know what?! it started at 9 pm!! oh my god ate twinks and i were like so bored while we were waiting... the commercials were just playing over and over again!!!

then it started!!! we had a good view of the stage but when we took pictures it was hard to see so we just recorded the sounds.. first to perform was Juana... they sang 2 songs ahehehe.. :) then... SPONGECOLA!!! wahehehe... YAEL looked GREAT! wahahahahaha... :) even from afar... he looked so WAFU! ahehehehehe.. they sang 4 songs... KLSP, Crazy for You, Jeepney, Lunes... then kitchie was up next.. she sang a lot of unfamiliar songs then sang wag na wag and bulong.. then.. RIVERMAYA!!! ahehehhehehehehehehe... rivermaya sang about 13+ songs hehehehehheeheheh :D i loved it! rico even had a collaboration with kitchie ahehehe rico played piano then kitchie sang same ground...

there was even one foreigner who went up the stage and sang with them... ahehehehehehehehe... even if he didnt know what he was singing... that's good enough... we took pics but i'll post them when i'm home... owkie? gotta go.. :) gonna play gunbound already :D

it's funny...

2005-04-15T12:51:00.000+08:00

it's funny how things dont turn out the way you want them to sometimes. but what are the odds of that anyway? it's like, you feel like you're in the middle of a big mess and you just can't get out of it. why is that? it's so hard don't you agree? do you even know what the hell am talking about? i'm sure you dont hehe. well, refer to my previous post.

my past is haunting me. and it's not supposed to be that way anymore! i keep on asking God... what the hell is this? why'd you have to put me into this mess? i want out of it! but then how could i go away? i was giving it much thought.. maybe i was just fooling myself. maybe i never forgot. nah, that's nonsense... IM NOT MAKING ANY SENSE!!!

well... i'm just hurt. i dont know what to do. i should forget it. damn it, it's hard. how will i forget? i thought i had forgotten before.. but i guess i was wrong....

ang hirap naman pagsisihan ang mga bagay na inakala mong tama! badtrip.

oh yeah.. STAB, KERSTIN, XTINE, VERNA and JAMEZ... i linked you up! sorry it took me a while, ayt? :D

hey!

2005-04-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

hey!!!! i'm back.. well i'm a bit fine now... after mah previous post. ahehehe. it's just sad, ya? that you're bestfriend's in love with someone you loved before. but i guess that's something you can't prevent from happening, ya? and that's not all. i'm remembering my past. and it's GREATLY affecting me right now. i have no idea why! this aint supposed to happen...

why now?! when i was already able to forget. or... did i really forget? maybe i really didnt. maybe it stayed all along. why? it's not supposed to be this way!!!

it's really tearing me apart, ya? i mean.. i'm so confused i dont even know what else to think! or what else to feel. oh and MJ if you're reading this... IM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU!

i know... nothing will change. this is how it is. and forever will be. i guess it was SO stupid of me to let go. maybe if i thought about it, then well mah past would still be my present. ya?

it's not that i'm upset or anything.. oh what the heck! i'm upset!! i'm depressed! what's the use of hiding it... nothing will happen anyway. it's totally gone for mah past, and i think i just really have to forget this time.

i just have to accept. nothing else will happen. hanggang dito nalang sha. and i should be happy.

the more important thing is... WHAT'S LEFT... not what's LOST. ya?

bored.

2005-04-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.. save me from this boredom!!! anyone? i dont have anything to do here at home... shit. help. i'm bored. bored. bored. help.

damn it

2005-04-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

MY NIGHTMARE IS COMPLETE.

why? sila na ng bestfriend kew! after all the things she said to me?! sabi nya... "he's not the right guy!" "dont make yourself an easy catch for him!" etc! and you know what?! she fell for him!! the man i once called geegee.. that player! that ass! she deliberately shunned all the advices i've given her... puro nalang alright ng alright!! tapos hindi naman pala totoo!!! SHE DECEIVED ME! AKO NA NGA BESTFRIEND NYA... AKO PA ANG HINDI PINAKINGGAN! TANG ENA!

you wanna know who the bitch is?! BLOOMINGDALE YOKO MARIA ELEAZAR MEA. yah.. that's my "EX" bestfriend's name!! yah! kaya pag nakita nyo yan, WAG NYONG LALAPITAN HA! SAPATUSIN KEW KEU PAG NILAPITAN NYO YAN!! WALANG KWENTA YAN! MAPAGLARO! AKALA MO SUSUNDIN KA NYAN! PERO HINDI!

STAY IN LOVE BLOOMINGDALE... GO TO HELL!

i miss summer games...

2005-04-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

hey! whew.. i'm still tired... we had our summer games yesterday at the Engineering Complex in UST... (my future school.. hehe!) i had a really great time with my team! we were really mixed... from YA to CYA and UD... but inspite the fact that our ages were different... it was as if we were all just in the same wave length.. hehe you get what am saying?! and whew.. i "liked" some of the brothers there!!! wheee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's a secret... kung sino sila! hehe.. baka kasi mahalata eh.. nyahahaha!

well i gotta go.. gotta rest.. we have training tomorrow... :) bye!

2005-04-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

Broken Sonnet

Hale

And now i concede

On the night of this fifteenth song

Of melancholy, of melancholy

And now i will admit in this fourth line

That i love you, that i love you.

I don’t care what they say

I don’t care what they do

‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind

‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm

It’s the same, it’s the same

And in this next line

I’ll say it all over again

That i love you, that i love you.

I don’t care what they say

I don’t care what they do

‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind

‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me

Lie down right next to me

And i will never let go

Will never let go.

I’ll leave my fears behind

‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me

Lie down right next to me

And i will never let go

Will never let go.

But still i see the tears from your eyes

Maybe i’m just not the one for you.

wow!! a perfect summer getaway!

2005-04-06T14:51:00.000+08:00

back. hehe... i'm sick right now.. i dont believe it! grrr... we had training yesterday and i still cant move my body too much... so i'm stuck here at home without anything to do. actually, my head REALLY hurts right now and i cant take it! grrr i dont want to sleep coz it'll hurt my head even more... grrr... anyway... i'm in the middle of choosing my summer getaway... they gave me 2 choices...

boracay?

states?

i dont know which one to choose! i want to go to bora coz i havent been there for ages... i want to go to US coz i wanna see my cousins and my pamangkins!!! but i wanna go to the beach... :( well, they said if we could adjust our schedule, we can go to both! yey!!! if we go to both... we'll leave for boracay on May 2... then come back on may 6... aww! we're gonna miss the BIKINI SUMMIT on may 7!!!! oh well.. it's fine... ^^ damn i have to buy my outfit already!! then after we come from bora... we'll leave for the states in may 9 hopefully then come back in time for school... yey! whoa... may's a busy month for me.. yey!

god...

2005-04-05T19:22:00.000+08:00

i can't move my body!! damn it it hurts really bad... we had another training session... just after the training yesterday! so my body was a bit shocked... so right now i can't move... wahhhhhhhh!!! my body hurts waist down..... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... when i slept, i felt worse! good thing we dont have any practice tomorrow... i'm gonna rest tomorrow! yey! i just hope my body doesnt hurt tomorrow... i feel as if my backbone's gonna break!... :( oh well... so i gotta go... imma gonna rest now, muah! ^^

my papas.

2005-04-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

hehe! back for more! you know what.. i wanna share with yah my TOP 5 PAPAS hehe... i just LOVE them.

FIVE... Keannu Reeves.. i just loved him in Constantine.. but i dont like the movie sadly hehe. the movie's nice but... ah basta.

FOUR... Tom Cruise... damn he's hot in the picture.. dont you agree? hehehehehe. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

THREE... Kyan Douglas. HEY! EVEN IF HE'S GAY, HE'S A HUNK! damn... sayang sha!

TWO... Johnny Depp... oh my God!! he's like the sexiest man alive!!! i loved him in POTC... his portrayal of Capt. Jack Sparrow was hilarious! but i liked his Finding Neverland movie too... although, im not so sure if i'm gonna like his Willy Wonka movie... he looks.. weird there.

finally... ONE. HUGH JACKMAN! HE'S MINE! SUPER MINE! damn.. i first saw him in his XMEN movie... i loved him eversince... he's a GENTLEMAN! he's perfect! he could do everything: singing, playing the piano, acting, stunts, juggle, you name it! and he's so GWAPO! i wish i would be able to meet him... i loved him more eversince i watched KATE AND LEOPOLD... my god! kakainlab!

well that's about it. ^^

hayy...

2005-04-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

hi there! kamusta po? hehe... hope you're all fine.. anyway.. first day of training just passed! yey! i'm gonna get slim again! hehehe... we'll be training for 4 times a week til april 30...

hayyy.. am bored.. am talking to kyle right now... HI KYLE! hehe special mention! hmmmmm... i dunno what to say.. nothing's happening yet today... oh boy.. i'm hungry! i wanna eat already.. wahhhh...

well gonna blog again later! ^^ bye!!!

badtrip mode!

2005-04-03T15:00:00.000+08:00

before i blurb out what happened to me today.. i checked out this cool website that could analyze your face.. and stuff like that. hehe. i posted this picture of me.

and it said i looked like...

FAYE WONG?!

anyway.. here are the other results...

Intelligence 5.6
Risk 5.2
Ambition 5.7
Gay Factor 1.4
Honor 4.8
Politeness 5.3
Income 6.0
Sociability 6.9
Promiscuity 4.7

they said i'm a CHARMER what did it mean?

"You have social courage and as a consequence are open and extroverted. You are seen as a well known person who is liked and is involved in many social events. You feel confident about your position in social situations and will not hesitate to say what you believe. You do not like too much responsibility, but you do not mind being in the social center. You must know everything that is going on in your greater social circle and spend a lot of time talking to others to find out the latest gossip. You tend to be friendly, but can be criticizing when you see others as thinking of themselves too much.

You prefer to work in challenging people oriented jobs where you can compete against others and rise in the ranks. Others usually like you but can sometimes be intimidated by your outspoken comments and criticisms although they do not show it.
People tend to feel comfortable around you and respect your opinion. You can use this social weight to get things done for you but usually opt not to call in favours people owe you."

they said as well that i like these kinds of people...

"You tend to like Boss types and try to get close to them, as they possess the intimidating factor and confrontational attitude that you lack. You regard Academic Types as mostly withdrawn from life and too uppity to interact with. You associate with some Blue collar and White collar types, and find that these are the people that mostly want to hang around you. You see Artist types as attention seekers and are often the person to criticize them. For this reason, Artist types envy and fear you. You may enjoy the risk taking personality of Gambler types, but you also think that they are loners. You see Drifter types as social dropouts."

and they also said what these kinds of people think of me...

"Boss types like you but they dont always trust you. Academic Types have very little in common with you, therefore they avoid you. Artist types tend to avoid you because you may attack them verbally due to their personality differences. White and Blue collar types like interacting with you, and they sometimes envy your charisma. Gambler types may deal with you if they think that you have something useful to offer them. Drifter types may associate with you, but they generally believe that your archetype is stuck up."

well that's about it... hmmm do you think it's true? hehe...

anyway enought about that... i had a VERY VERY ROUGH DAY TODAY. remember i slept at 3 am? i woke up at about 7:30... damn i felt SO sleepy!!!! then we had this VERY boring talk about prayer (not that it's bad... it's just that we know how to do that already... yeah he gave us guidelines... but we have our own unique way of praying!)
then, we went to Glorietta. then mom and dad started to argue in Chef d' Angelo... dad said mom isn't making him pansin so he's a bit angry. i shrugged and you know what, i screamed at them. they're such a BUNCH OF KIDS! i got mad and sat down and dad left the keys with mom and mom was like.. ok wala lang. parang mga baliw sila! seriously! i didn't mind them til we got home....

then.. Pope died. ohhh boy... i just turned on the tv and then it was in CNN and it said "Pope John Paul II 1923-2005" and i was like.. "is he dead?" it's kinda sad though.. i wanted to meet Him in World Youth Day! i'm supposed to go! but then... sigh.

oh well.. that's all for today... i'm gonna rest. i dont feel well.

2005-04-03T03:08:00.001+08:00

wheee!!! i'm changed the picture! finally!! you know what it's 3:08 in the morning.. i can't sleep! i guess i got too many things on mah head... but i'm not thinking much about anything anyway! damn.. you know the feeling that you wanna sleep right now but then you just cant and you just gotta keep on doing things? well that's what i feel right now! that's why i was able to change the picture! hehe.. i have to wake up at 7 in the morning! that's like 4 hours from now.. damn.. this is bad! well.. i gotta go try and sleep! hehe...

hey! back!

2005-04-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

yey! i got the archives working!!!!! hehe... took me ages to figure out how that works... and i reduced the number of posts that can be read on mah page.. just to conserve space... hehe, just check out the archives if ya wanna read mah not-so-recent posts... yey! sun's working again! but i still couldn't call him sadly... oh well, i'll try again later...
i'm very sleepy as of the moment... hayyyy.. i slept at about 12 and i woke up at about 11 in the morning hehehe... so nice! but still... i'm a bit sleepy... i'm working on a new picture so that i could replace the picture (points) up there... hehe just trippin!!!
drop by in a while! hehe... ^^

wow! finally!

2005-03-31T18:04:00.000+08:00

yey! blogger's back!! whee... how i missed blogging... i couldn't use the computer sooner so i was just stuck in mah room playing playstation2.... i'm almost done with kingdom hearts! but i have to defeat riku first... and am having a hard time defeating him! grrrr...... anyway... SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH MAH FRIGGIN SUN CELLULAR!!! I CANT RECEIVE OR SEND TEXTS! I CANT EVEN CALL THE HOTLINE FOR PETE'S SAKE! grrr... ok... nevermind that...
yesterday my cousin was confined in UST... he has this kidney problem that could cost him his life (my dad said so) and that it was "in-born" so it would cost him a LIFETIME full of treatment if ever he recovers right now... damn, so bad... he can't die right now!! HE STILL HAS TO TEACH ME HOW TO RIDE A MOTORCYCLE! hehehehehe... ^^ no, seriously... he can't die yet... he's just what... 12 year's old?! oh yeah did i mention his face looks like a bloated siopao... nyahahahah! ^^... i still can't use my sun! what the hell's with this friggin network?! grrrr....

2005-03-27T09:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER!!! hehehehehe... so how are ya'll?! TWISTED ME v.04 is UP AND RUNNING!!! please go ahead and check! hehehe... it's my GunBound version... i love playing gunbound! super! hehehehe...

i'm unusually happy today... coz of GeeGee... heehee... could he be the one? i have no idea.... ^^

i just woke up so i dont have anything much to tell you yet... i gotta go now... am going to my grandma's house... we're gonna have lunch there... then we're gonna go to the mall! ^^ we're gonna buy clothes... yey!

i'll write again soon... ^^

2005-03-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

hey! hehe... there's nothing for me to do right now.. it's Maundy Thursday and i told mahself to sacrifice the internet for 3 days... hehehe... i'll be starting it later! well, we went to the province earlier in the morning.. it was fun but it was HOT! and there wasn't any signal there for Sun so i had to go elsewhere to get a signal and text **... heheheh ^^.... i dont know, am completely over the pain phantom gave me i guess... so fast?!

i dont know what too.... but maybe because... i never really loved him anyway... maybe it was merely infatuation... maybe i just had a crush on him! so that's why i recovered fast.. i dont know though... but i hope he's doing ok as well... ^^ haven't talked with him yet (am guessing he's not ready to talk)

well gotta go ok?! bye!

2005-03-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

fixed mah room today... got nuffin much to do but be a bum haha...^^ i'm totally happy right now! wala sha eh! di na sha nagpaparamdam!!!! but hell, i still think about what phantom did...di ko matanggal sa isip ko... tae talaga... SHA. haha...^^

hmmm...

2005-03-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

Which Disney Princess are you?

today? i went to greenbelt to watch ROBOTS with my cousin... haha, it wasn't that bad... i found it very amusing! i just really had to take a break from the "recent" happenings... it's really bothering me but kung ayaw nya pa magexplain fine, i can't do anything about that anymore... sadly, i wish things could change for the better... i dont wanna start mah summer vacation this way... it wouldn't be any fun...

you know who you are, i wish that we could work things out.

the worst birthday ever...

2005-03-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

this is my worst bday ever... sweet 16??? sweet ba to? eh nasaktan na nga ako... :(

lam mo kung bakit?

refer to my previous post... so meron pala siyang "reason" kung bakit ganun nya ako trinato kahapon... namemorize ko pa ung text eh!!! eto sabi nya... ITATAGO KO SHA SA PANGALANG "PHANTOM"

"Labo ko no? kahapon kc laman ko na d ko kaya kausapin cya kc sasaktan lang ako ulit jst broke up wid sum1 nd d talaga ako ready"

... was that an excuse for MAKING ME FEEL THAT I DONT EXIST ON MY BIRTHDAY?! you know what... i just wanted to feel special yesterday... and i really was looking forward to be with phantom... yeah nanjan nga sha... pero hindi naman kami naguusap!!!!

what's worse.... NAGSINUNGALING SHA SAKEN! sabi nya sakin dati... never sha nagkaron ng special someone.... never your ass! tapos ang lakas mo pang sabihan ako na I LOVE YOU?! tapos sabi mo pa you never said that to anyone before?! sino ba niloloko mo?!

sabi nya... takot shang masaktan... WELL EXCUSE ME! hindi nga sha nasaktan!!! AKO NASAKTAN! so sino talo samen ngayon?! AKO PAREN ANG TALO! alam mo sana sinabi nalang nya DATI... maiintindihan ko DATI eh!!! pero sinakto mo pa sa BIRTHDAY KO?! sino ka ba para gawin sakin yun?!

ano ba ginawa ko sayo para tratuhin mo ako ng ganun? ano ba? bakit mo ako kelangan saktan? dahil ba nasaktan ka dati?! dahil ba i'm not worth it?! ha?! tapos ayaw mo pa magexplain sakin? ayaw mo pa nga ako batiin?!

confused ka?! nasasaktan ka na ba? aba, wala akong pakialam... sinaktan mo ako! and you're the LAST ONE i'll ever THINK OF na sasaktan ako!
hindi mo na nga ako pinansin kahapon.. di mo pa ako nilapitan... hindi mo man lang ako kinausap... TAPOS HINDI MO PA AKO BABATIIN?! di mo ba alam ang araw na to? o nawawala ka nanaman? for Christ's sake!

sana may lakas loob kang i-EXPLAIN sakin kung anong nanyari... kung bakit kelangan ganito?! bago pa ako tuluyang magalit, sana lang i-explain mo... please lang... kelangan ko talaga to.

i need your COMMENTS please.... please lang... anu gagawin ko?!

i've had better days!!!

2005-03-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

haha, tatagalugin ko tong blog entry ko!!!!!!!! sa greenbelt kami kanina... dun ko celebrate birthday ko... dun kami kumain sa DMARKS... sarap dun! hehehehe... masaya sha nung start.. pero may mga certain people na di nakipag-socialize with us... sadly... pero i can't blame them, choice nila iun eh.... shempre i treated them to lunch... and i think they had a good time naman habang kumakain... pero hayyy... may certain tao na i was expecting that papansinin nya ako... ung bang kakausapin nya ako ng mahabang mahaba! pero hindi... bilang na bilang ung mga pinagusapan namen! gusto mo pa nga enumerate ko pa eh! and parang may malaking GAP kami sa isat-isa... habang naglalakad kami ang layo layo namen sa isat-isa... tapos pag kami na magkatabi di kami naguusap! nung nakaupo kami mga tinatanong lang namen sa isat-isa 'ok ka lang ba'... hanggang dun lang mga pinagusapan namen! ewan ko kung bakit pero sa kaloob-looban ko... gusto ko tanungin sa kanya kung ano meron... mas kinausap pa nya ung iba kong ka-kada eh! tae... nung nanunuod na kami nung movie sa kalagitnaan lumabas ako. i took a short walk just to calm mah nerves but then i just felt worse! nung pagbalik ko di ko na maiwasan maluha eh... taena talaga...

di kew lang talaga alam kung bakit ganun dapat ang manyari! di kew ren alam kung binabasa nya tong sinulat ko pero basta... di naman ako galet eh... sumama lang ung loob ko. di lang nya alam nung umalis sha nung mag-isa nalang ako nakaupo sa sinehan napaiyak ako! taena talaga...

cge hanggang dito nalang... bye...

layout change!!

2005-03-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

layout change again!!!

yeah so i changed mah layout again... it looks even simpler than the pink one... i just altered some stuff in the layout but it pretty much looks the same thing! hehehe... it's 10:50 pm and i need to sleep already... i'll be goin' to glorietta tomorrow coz i'll be celebrating mah bday... 1 day early!

hehe... so khitkhat here.. signing off!

im in the internet cafe!!

2005-03-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

CLASSES ARE OVER!!!! YES!!!

i can finally rest now!!! wheeee!!! right now, i'm in the internet cafe... just chilling! hehe.. we came from harrison plaza... we ate at pancake house (YUM!) then strolled around... but we felt our parents might spot us there so we decided to leave early and here we are! heehee...Ü we're just chilling out!!!

we have to leave at about 2:45 which is about 30 mins from now.. hehehehee...Ü i'm really sleepy and i dont feel well! i'll update again later when i get home.. hehehehehehe...Ü

i can't believe it! it's our last day! goodbye junior year.. hello seniors! oh boy... i think am not ready yet to be a senior.. there's too many things i have to do before i start being "serious" about things.. heheheh...

2 days before my birthday!!

gotta go for a while! see ya!

2nd post...

2005-03-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

yey!... so it's mah second post for the day... i couldn't help it! haha, am too amused with mah blog right now... but i dunno what to write... really... you know right now am supposed to be reading ~~EL FILIBUSTERISMO~~... am almost done though!!! right now, am in chapter 15... hehe, 20 more chapters to go!!! haha, i have all night to read it all.. but my head already hurts though... what happened to me today?

well, we took our test... chemistry and literature. chemistry was fun! hehe, i had fun answering it... although, i was a bit scared because it was a MULTIPLE CHOICE type of test! and i SUCK at those!!! i get low grades when it comes to MC tests... our literature test? hmmm... i dunno... am not that confident but we all finished early... coz her test was a bit... weird... paulit-ulit ung direction! that really made me pissed off.

oh well... now, it's just grammar and pani! wish me luck! my friends and i are going out on saturday.. yey! just 3 more days and it's mah BIRTHDAY!

gotta go! gotta study!!!

layout change... again!

2005-03-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

haha, i changed mah layout again! well... am supposed to study for our LAST TWO (woohoo!) tests tomorrow! sadly.. it's panitikan! i'm scared.. i dont do good in panitikan! grrr... well, i just gotta keep mah hopes up... gotta read the whole el fili book... and am up for it! i just need to eat something.. hehehe... talk to you guys soon!!!

2005-03-16T13:35:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored! 1st day of periodicals is over.. now i gotta go study chem and lit! grrr... lit? no problem.. i dont need to study for that.. hehe... i'm worried about chem! grrr... goodluck nalang saken!!! cgueh gotta go!

3 doors down!!

2005-03-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

HeRe wiThouT yoU... 3 doOrS doWn

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don?t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate They disappear now when I?m dreaming of your face
I?m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

it's one of mah favorite songs!! hehe... :) been trying to learn how to play it in mah guitar..

hayyy...

2005-03-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

hayyy... bad day! super bad day... why you ask? 1st.. it was sizzling hot in school... 2nd, ms. nacaytuna's making us do this project that has to be passed on monday.. which was about broadways! what do i know about broadways?! why does she need it?! grrr... tae talaga!

whew!

2005-03-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

am so happy! speech is finally over!! hehe... we were the first one's who debated... and well it didnt go so well in our side but still... we had fun even though we were struggling for words! i hope i dont fail though.. my speech turned out pretty good... well for me hehe :) there were so many things that i had to do for today! one is my prelab notebook, we had an experiment... then the interpretation of "the wasteland"... i drew something hehe... then 2 assignments for chem and geom (which i just copied)... then the speech! at least it's over though!

we aint doin anything much tomorrow except for one chem assignment which i dont plan on doing.. hehe... it's a free day for me!! and i'm waiting for a certain someone to go online... hehe... :)

that's all for now! i still gotta do my social, health, and CLE projects! hehe... just 9 more days.. it's finally over! school's finally over! should i be happy about that? hehe... gotta go!

gmail account...

2005-03-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

hey! do you want a gmail account??? just post ur email on my cbox to your left... :D hehe.. am quite busy right now... doing a lot of homework for 2m and the rest of the week! damn...

tired..

2005-03-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

whew... i'm so tired!!! there's still a lot to do.. mostly for CLE.. hehe... i really aint that interested in doing these reflections and stuff.. but i Love God that's for sure. Just not the subject hehe... am not really worried he won't read this i'm very sure of it. :) just 2 more weeks... and it'll all be over soon!! then, it's time to review for the college exams test.. damn... i still dont know what course i'll be getting.. am trying to see if i'll get multimedia or fine arts.. i'll be going around the schools anyway and see if they offer the course that i really want (multimedia!) but am a bit scared of the entrance exam test... really i am!! well... gotta go do our CLE thing.. see ya around!

so much pressure... so little time...

2005-02-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

so here we go.. just 3 more weeks and it's finally over... school's finally over... yet i feel so pressured! damn.. 1st there's speech.. we gotta do ours in a week! we dont even know when we'll be debating though.. and the topics are so outta this world! it's killing me... next we'll be getting ready for our periodical exams! damn... this is gonna be very rough for me... wish me luck!

got my iPod!!!

2005-02-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

i'm home! got my iPod shuffle already!! i'm so happy!! :D hehehehehe... at first we went to the Palm One store in Digital Exchange... they were out of stock and i felt SOOO bad... :(( then we went to the Apple Center at Greenbelt 1... :) and they had it! i was SOOOO happy..!!! i wanted to buy the dock though but it costs a lot... i got the iPod shuffle cheaper there (even though they are the orig. dealers) and my dad was happy about that! after we bought it, i went to mon2 and marisse's party at mcdo (imagine us 15-17 year olds having a party there and playing at the playhouse) and well... only a few went! even some just came and ATE!! then they left... so sad! grrr remind me on monday am gonna kill em... bastos!!! well... i gotta go.. right now am charging my iPod :)

so everyone's having a bad day...

2005-02-24T11:35:00.000+08:00

came back from soccer training.. whew.. am so tired. i still gotta do our grammar thing. i really dont wanna anymore, but i dont have a choice! am kinda tired from this day... it really didnt go well!! 1st... our GEOM teacher (ha! i dont care if she'll stumble into my little blog!) said that we're being really disrespectful and that we're kinda abusing her trust (which isnt true!) and that she compared our section to her *new* best class. i mumbled to myself that *we're assertiveness.. not involvement! so like we're different and no matter how good you are in comparing people, you don't have the right to compare us!* so what if she has a new best class? it's not like WE WANTED HER TO CHOOSE US! she made the effort in getting *close* with us and well, if she has a problem with that? then lets talk with the admin and everyone else! 2nd.. we're supposed to have our social long test today... but... some problems came up and she had to cancel it. but damn, she was crying like hell, and when she came to our class, she sounded so soggy and weird. it was really obvious she cried! well,,, most of our teachers were pissed off... even our guidance counselor was pissed off! our adviser was pissed off as well! what the hell is with this day?! then, our panitikan teacher was uber pissed off that she was screaming and everything.. whoa.. that was so sad.. :(( anyway, i gotta go! gotta straighten up some things. and make this grammar story!

so my friends are having this problem...

2005-02-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

i'm back! i just wanna write something.. well i have these friends. and well, they're having problems which they solve (i think) with more problems.
i really think this is getting out of hand... other people are getting involved... some are saying things that are probably not true.. (we'll never know) but this has been going on for ages. really, it's getting messy.
both of them are right.. but both of them are wrong as well.. 1 coz they really didnt listen to each other's sides first.. 2 is coz that they ain't making the motive to fix this up! they already said it.. they fixed this problem a long time ago.. but they still brought it back! 3 it aint really right to cuss at each other.. no matter how sickening, how mean, how bad they may be. if they really are *best friends* then they would forgive each other. i know this sounds kinda weird but really, it's true. am just concerned!
i know they still wanna give this friendship a chance... maybe they just aint ready yet.. ready to forgive and to forget. but things happen that way.. we dont have to wait for the worst to happen before we fix things... coz really, that would be messy! hell messy.. it's like you're gonna start from square-1.. you gonna have to clean the slate again. start from scratch..
you guys know who you are.. but as a concerned friend, i just wanna say that... please fix this up... :) and smile! be happy! that's the key to.. uhhh... well... just being goddamn happy :)

prom has past..

2005-02-22T17:41:00.000+08:00

prom has past!! well... we still have a prom "hangover" hehe... we had such fun! and our dates were so cool as well.. we all got along and we danced like hell before we went to starbuxx... (we like to call it starbuko now) hehe :)

our pics are posted here!! http://klavier.nu/khitkhat/gallery.html

do come and visit! :) gotta go.. gotta study... :((

mom ruined everything!!

2005-02-20T02:50:00.000+08:00

so it's prom night tonight... grrr... my mom had ruined everything! well.. there's the corsage.. she messed up some of the orders! now she had to go back where she bought them... and made a new batch! grrr... then she wouldn't want me to get my legs waxed.. damn and she wants me to wear stockings!! it wouldn't look GOOD! damn.. i hate it! well anyway, i gotta get ready.. gotta get my hair fixed... gotta go!

hey there!!

2005-02-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

im back! hehehe.. so how are you?! i'm fine... valentine's day is coming up! and it's also the same day as our teacher's day! hehe.. we'll be performing for the teachers.. hehehe... am actually quite excited.. and quite nervous at the same time hehee :)

i made ms. yas' website!!! go check it out... :) http://klavier.nu/khitkhat/ms_yas

hehe.. gotta go!

i'm an auntie again!!!

2005-01-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

hey there guys! what's up? well, i just wanted to update you with what happened to me today. we had our alternative class day today.. which i actually thought that it would be such a bum. but it turned out actually quite fun! :) i stayed in the football club (again) and well.. i became the team captain of our group since i was one of the varsities that stayed. i'm actually very happy with them.. coz just from the start of the day they were ready to play.. they already wore their green shirts and were practicing their kicks. :) and whoa their kicks were SO strong! even stronger than mine.. :) they were really good with the drills... and they were cooperating very well. :) and in the game.. they were SO good! hehe.. well, i gave them instructions but they knew what to do even if i wasnt telling them anything. :) and that's a very good start. and we won!! 10 points! 3 wins and one draw.. and wow.. i was amazed.. they were really good. :) and they were good sports too :) and that's really good! hehe... :)
but that's not all.. what made my day complete was that i have a new niece!!! my cousin gave birth to a healthy baby girl today. :) awww.. we'll be visiting her tomorrow.. i wanna see the baby!!! i'm super happy :)
well that's all.. thanks for dropping by and reading my blurbs :)

am back 4 more :)

2005-01-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey there... i'm back! hehehe... well, i've updated my website.. click on the banner "twisted" for you to be able to view it.. it's not that much.. but i hope you like it! it's my personal site.. about me, my works, the things i like.. and some other stuff... i'll try to update a lot of times.. but i can't really assure you that i'll be able to update everyday.. with all the schoolwork and that huuhaa... but i'm glad i was able to go this far! thanks to the help of Angel who hosted me and some other sites! :)

gotta do my reaction paper first.. check out my website, ok?! thanks! :)

4th place..

2005-01-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

just got home from our game in De Lasalle Zobel.. as usual.. we came in last.. third runner up.. meaning fourth place. well.. super sad though, our coach's comments made me feel so down. he said "you've been here for years yet you still come last?!" something like that... made us feel really bad though.. we could have done better in our past 4 games... we tried our best anyway.. and that's reward enough.. we got a trophy anyway! i think that's good enough for us.. we could have gone in third though...

3 hours of waiting...

2005-01-23T08:05:00.000+08:00

damn i'm like super tired.. just came from the doctor and well, it was hell!!! we waited 3 long hours... there were lots of kids there waiting too and they waited just as long.. and probably even longer than i waited. i wasnt even able to eat lunch at the right time!! grrrrrr...

this is the current book i'm reading right now... whew! spooky.. well not really.. for me it's just as good as the davinci code... at least i'm able to read it infront of my dad! (if he sees me reading my da vinci code he swore that he'll throw it away)

i'm kinda bored here at home... and i'm having dysmenorrhea right now... and it hurts big time! i wont be able to go to quezon city later coz of this... even if i wanna go.. :(( but it's fine.

we have a game tomorrow... wish me luck! i'm a bit rusty coz i havent been practicing for a long time but i think i would be able to handle it! :)

i'll write back again later.. if i have time :) take care guys.

thanks for dropping by. :)

my last post for the day...

2005-01-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

well.. this is my last post for the day! i fixed my blog a little bit again and added the music... i love this song!

With Arms Wide Open

Creed

... super touching!

just finished watching

Lovers in Paris

and i cried again! it's so touching.. so sad... :((

well, gotta go to bed soon, take care guys see you tomorrow. :)

whoa! look at my blog!!

2005-01-22T11:48:00.000+08:00

so what do you think of my new layout?? well.. it's not entirely mine.. it's from maystar designs!! and it's super nice...

well... just got home from school.. i helped make bianx' account better! check out her site.. nyahaha... am proud of what i've done. :) of course it's her site naman. :)

you know my ID almost got confiscated today... so sad! just coz i sat on the railings by the field while the gradeschool people were having an assembly.. so what if i was there?! there aint anything wrong with that anyway... man.. so weird!

we ordered our classpics today... nyahahaha.. who wants a copy??? get one urself!! nyahaha.. :) we all look so cute... :) nyahahahaha..

well... gotta update my blog more... drop me a mesg on my cbox uki?!

ok.. so here goes...

2005-01-20T22:28:00.001+08:00

hmmm... well.. i've done a major update!! i still have to uhmm... figure this thing out... i borrowed this layout from maystardesigns.. the link is down there.. in my page.. there are a lot of great layouts there!! time to sleep.. i'll update tomorrow.. take care!

first post...

2005-01-20T19:21:00.000+08:00

yo... you know what i came from xanga but my friend has an account right here so i decided to try it hehe. so like, take care ya'll.